relatives.

it seems like since i saw my brother. i just run into more relatives that i'm not close with.

it's hard. but that is life. and you learn to deal with it and put a smile on and move forward.

my aunt and uncle Ellis's came into work last week. yupp i was seating and did small talk.

awkward. yeah just a little.

more awkward was when i went south town this weekend. saw someone that looked familiar glanced then looked away. i felt i needed to say hi.

i realized it was my cousin. Rikki.

and i asked if that was her name.

yupp i was right.

it is crazy how i can remember someone's face and name and i haven't seen them for 5-6 years or even more.

talent. i guess so.

she had no idea who i was. sad. least i wasn't the dumb one and i knew who she was.

it has been awhile since i have seen her also.

she has two adorable kids that i just barely met. sad sad family relatives.

oh well just learn to love them for who they are even if your not close with them.

wow this has beeeeeeen one loooooooooong week.

sometimes i feel as if it gets harder. and harder.

ughhhh.